January 2010
first day back
was good to see some new and old faces. love it. only thing im not looking forward to in when the workload sets in. formal should be good though. :D
im hoping things will be different this year.
weekend
was fun even though everyone only got drunk and stoned at the wetlands and legged it from police, i enjoyed myself. missions to servos don’t seem to take long when your wasted and conversations can be about nothing.
school starts on thursday not looking forward to the whole falling-back-in-routine thing but i wanna see everyone. :) i think i will do something constructive now…
Love
Love is based on more than just physical attraction. Sure, attraction is a factor, but love goes deeper than that. Love is based on caring, friendship, commitment and trust. When you are in love it is as if you have your best most trusted friend at your side AND you feel physically attracted to them. It is the best of both worlds! Love is a shared feeling between two people who have a vested...
Cypress Hill: Insane In The Brain
Jay-Z: Big Pimpin’
this year
i want my license !!
gosh theres so much pressure to get it from everyone so if i get it people will shutup :D
realising that
even when you think you know someone, you probably don’t. people change around different people and places. theres a possible emptiness in every word, every sentence. a lack of sincerity, even when eyes are locked and tears are let. tired of wading through possible lies an tripping over my own feet. don’t know where or when the sun will rise, but i guess i can wait. at least for a little while...
at the moment
I want to be under the influence of some kind of narcotic I would kill for a little something right now.. Im not upset or anything I just feel like it :) NO Im not a druggo, yes I enjoy myself. I hate it how people automatically assume you are a drug addicted low life as soon as you press on the subject. I especially hate being told that drugs ‘fuck up your life’, honestly if you have...
good things in life
- accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you
- waking up to cuddles
- making new friends and seeing old ones
- first kisses
- baking cookies
- waking up to text messages
- heartfelt conversation
- talking about the past
- the concept of being yourself with friends
- knowing somebody misses you
- being able to relate with peoples problems
- having people who listen
-...
i see things differently now
I’m an asshole.I get heartburn, i hope i dont get cancer. Things will never be like they were. I will never live in the shoes i used to walk in. Things dont have as much meaning anymore. I miss getting nervous over holding hands. I dont write as often, what i write is just mediocre shit. I miss having people there. I feel the ghost of my past burning inside of me. Some things ended...
