Nothing is real because I never learned how to interact with anyone sober. Of course I know how to have fun outside of getting high, I have a list of little activities that fill up my days all day long, lists of tasks and toil and troubles, self-improvement, self-loathing, mirror time (no you’re not allowed) and yet it still doesn’t change the fact that getting high is better than any other...
I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second...– Banksy (via inexperiencewetrust)
Anonymous asked: this is going to sound wierd but what would you do if you knew you were gunna die would you do
Hi hello I’m sure you know my name bitches really love me they got shawnee on the brain they say that im the hottest miss polly pocket got a unicorn imprinted on my locket all i do is kill shit on that real trill shit take a chance on me coz im 4eva on my real shit you know i keep a blunt lit hold it in ya lungs bitch tryna catch up gurl you know you gotta stop it hella sick yeah...
someone: oh hey how's it going?
in my mind: *it's the same old shit, different day. i feel like I'm drowning with melancholia and thinking of better ways to kill myself. I'm fed up. Tired. and I wish to sleep forever.*
me: good, you?
Soon madness has worn you down. It’s easier to do what it says than argue. In...– Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life (via selfinspiration, fuckyeahmaryahornbacher) (via clkclkclk)